Walking alone

You accept the conditions of your Earth walk. Now.

Alone. Sometimes lonelier than alone, often lonelier surrounded by people. Not knowing intimacy. True companionship.

You accept. Humbly. You are not here for that.

It used to be painful.

You question your blind spots and repressions. Shying away subconsciously or meant to walk alone?

The experience at the most heartbreaking hour, abandonment and recovering from the endless sorrow through a Summer that took more than your cells, your hair, your breasts, your partner, your life as you knew it and shook you to your core to wake up, grow up, show up for yourself and left you healing through a Winter so cold, cruel, beautiful and peaceful you couldn’t miss the obvious Rebirth once The Light returned to your world and the Summer that warmed your opening Heart brought you to your new path.

Alive again, ready.

‘Now what?

Why am I here?

Living in lOve with myself. Is that enough? May I be that selfish?’

The answer comes. Surprisingly. Unexpected. Things certainly have changed.

Realizing how that lOve unfolds and embraces and pulls in. A lOve for others. My Brother. My Boy. The special sOul friend. My Sister. Friends.

As simple as breath. Right as rain. Clear as crystal. Opening other doors, I thought were shut for good. The Heart is designed for lOving.

Pain is inevitable. When you lOve.

Deciding to be here, now you’re here.

You turned left when you were walking on the right path, and it was a tough choice. Now, realizing how lucky it was, you smile. You cry, even, of relief.

You remember days, when you were so sick you didn't even recognize yourself in the Mirror.

You were hurting, abandoned, alone. Heartbreaking sorrow nearly killed you. Instead it humbled you. Taking nothing for granted.

And gratefulness is great. Great.

Having come though you are let in on all the Secrets to Life. There is no Un-Doing, no Un-Knowing, now.

You know how to lift your Heart, higher and higher.

In those higher realms your Heart is bathed by the Light.

You know it makes you shine bright.

As if you were a Star beaming in Cosmos.

As if….

You are!

The mercy of gOd is great.