She Folds

She folds.

Withdrawing from your presence having illuminated everything unreal still in your belief system.

Wanting you. Playing you.

In the final act you realize the game.

You dream about a little girl you don't even like.

You wake up knowing she's the you from your past that has become a haunting ghost.

Unhome. Never at rest. Not released. She finds no peace in any of the multiverses, rejected and abandoned.

Other Giants disguising as archetypes in your mad house moves out now and puncture the stifled Air, Water cascades through your walls, Rapha-el holds up the mirror, you laugh with a mix of madness and relief watching your true self claim the victories.

Walking on.

Always on.

Detached.

Engaged but never married to this life. This Earth. This masquerade.

People are so difficult to love, but you lOve them all the same.

You get so frustrated and angry to cover up the sensitive Heart that bleeds from sadness and sorrow knowing the pain caused, the damage done.

But Gaia is the ultimate Mother always forgiving her children, all of them, no judgment, but she does and will teach condition altering lessons in her own mysterious ways.

She dialogues with all the heavenly bodies, all matter, as is contained within you, me, everyone, and that's why, when you are really Quiet and aligned beyond centered, you can pick up on the song and symphony of this creation dialogue.

This Mother lOves you.

This song is healing.

That symphony brings you to your forever home inside where all is forgiven through the unconditional lOve, that is the very fabric in your sOul.

Giants shift and the movement changes the energy in you. Your exchange is over - for now.

Everything comes back around, same but different. You can't swim in the same Waters twice.

Now the retrogradings come.

But first.

She folds.

And you get to clean up the mess on your floor. Your house was just wrecked.

But you smile all the same. Knowing that what was pulled out of your closets and cupboards and lie shattered and broken on the floor needed to go.

Good riddance.